lyrics
Chorus
Why are you doing this,
to torture my soul?
Why are you doing this,
killing me today?
Verse 1
You got to see the reality
pull to the one who is right
Let me live in this world
and I want to live and learn
Verse 2
I'm sorry you got hurt
I am sorry you got raped
That don't mean killing me
today and now...
Verse 3
What's this I hear now?
what is this I see?
Going to the clinic
to abort me
Verse 4
What is this I see
go into your tummy?
What is this thing pulling on me?
Why are dead babies around me?
Verse 5
People all around me
wanting to have me.
They want a kid to love
and to adore and raise.
Verse 6
You never did learn
or even listen to me.
That one fine day
I wanted to live.
credits
released March 21, 2018
Written by Ben Aldrich
Credits:
Performed, Recorded, Mixed, Mastered, Produced by Ben Aldrich & Johnathan Rapp
Ben Aldrich: vocals & track manipulation
Johnathan Rapp: Background vocals, guitars, & track manipulation
Recorded: Throughout 2017 in Roanoke Illinois @ Xtreme Metal Studios, and 2018 at the Moving Room Studio and some other place in Greenwood, IN.
Produced: Ben Aldrich at Xtreme Metal Studios and Johnathan Rapp at LOYOENRE Studios
Ben Aldrich used Beta Monkey for the drums and Looperman for the other tracks, recorded on a POS laptop with Acid Xpress 7, and used a Shure 48 mic through a Berringer 6 channel board to record vocals.
Johnathan Rapp recorded with a Fender Strat guitar, Peavey Trans-Tube amp, HoneyTone pocket amp, Samsung Galaxy S7 earbud mic for vocals; produced with Acid Music Studio, Acid Express 7, Acid Pro, Audacity
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